Birthday Coming Up

And I dread it. It sounds horrible but I don't want his 1st Birthday to come. There are so many things he can't do and a marker for all of that is coming up. It's like turning thirty-five and you are AMA, you turn 1 and all sorts of labels will start popping up, globally delayed, official diagnosis of CP, therapies, arghh......While he was a baby, it was OK, but he is moving into toddler age and not able to toddle.